crazedteensie

My keyboard is sticky wtf. I DIDN'T EVEN SPILL STUFF ON IT THIS TIME.

Oh I'm jumping on the song lyrics as the subject bandwagon :D

I had a kinda meeeeeeeeh day today. Nothing actually happened, just got in a right state. Uni decisions are driving me crazy. I'm supposed to be sitting the entrance exams for Warwick but I'm getting like 20% on each one. And those are the easier papers. Basically, I'm fucked there. Unfortunately as soon as I mention giving up everyone assumes I'm either being lazy or not believing in myself. Sorry, I don't want to get my hopes up just to have them crushed on results day. I was really hoping I'd like Durham because it's like way up in the results tables and I only need AAB to get in... but I just didn't like it at all. I'm thinking York, but then I start feeling like I am lazy and that I'm just giving up. So all in all that isn't going well.

After spending all day getting increasingly hysterical over that I went driving and got every single thing wrong and ended up feeling like all the months of work were for nothing because I'm still making the same stupid mistakes as I did at the start.

... Yeah writing this is getting me more upset lmao XD I swear I'm not usually this emo. Things cheered up a lot this evening because we went to see school's production of High School Musical. It was awesooooooooooome 8D I'm still hyped now. I WANT TO GO SEE IT AGAIN.

( LMAO )

 Aha... Well, ya see... I wrote this entry ages ago. I always write down the quotes so I don't forget them and set the journal to private... 'cept this time I wrote the journal and forgot to take it off XD I'm mostly just putting it here for the quotes 'cause they were full of lol. 

ANYWAY real journal now 8D I went to a maths thing at Manchester Uni the other day. I was feeling pretty ill the whole time and the rooms sucked and my key didn't work (it jammed in the door every time I opened it and Kelly had to pull it out for me because I'm too weak T___T) and my whole group just got the maths and sped off while I was sitting there like "... what? >:" and yeah. I was feeling pretty crappy the first night. It picked up a lot on the second day though so I was feeling better (although my stomach still hurt like crazy). I went straight to dancing on the way home and was all HEEEEY 8D I'm not sure if James and Vicky really appreciated that but I just didn't want to miss any more. I'd already forgotten everything D: But it was still fun xD

Yesterday was boring. Holly was off 'cause she's gay and I was bored. No further maths (I've no idea why, teacher was in but he just didn't come), physics was kinda confusing because I missed the last lesson and hadn't got the notes yet, Chemistry... I can't remember and maths was coursework, which I've realised I was doing all wrong. This is what happens when I miss a few lessons D: So now I need to spend all of my frees and lunch doing that. Fun. 

This morning Holly was off again and so was Lou! D: We had some talks about interviews and writing personal statements and they were actually pretty cool. Lou turned up at lunch and we raved 8D Now I'm at home with that feeling that I should be doing something useful but I really, reeeally don't want to >: Fail.

 Long time no journal! I've been doing so much lately and I've felt like I needed a journal but I've always been busy and when I'm not busy I'm too tired and lazy to do anything D:

The earliest thing I can remember that I needed to write about was Prize Giving. It was really fun but the competitions were a bit fail. We know we're not that good but in both dances we simply couldn't move on the floor because there were too many people, so every time we went into the new bit someone crashed in to us and I messed up. Anyway, that was quickly over and we had HAIRSPRAY 8D It was amazing, and I don't think I messed up (I'll have to watch the video back before I can truthfully say that XD). Now I'm just sad that that's the end >: Well... the end of Hairspray. This week we should be starting High School Musical, although I wont be there because I'm in Sheffield looking at the Uni.

Come to think of it, I'm doing nothing but look at Unis at the moment. I'M ONLY 16 D: I saw Warwick a while ago and I loved it, so that's definiely one of my first choices. Yesterday and the day before we were staying in Oxford which is just beautiful. If I got the chance to go there I'd love too. That, and large parts of Harry Potter are filmed there. We were in New College looking around and our teacher took us to this courtyard and I thought it looked dead Hogwartsy. It took me a few minutes to realise it was Hogwarts. We were standing in the courtyard where Malfoy gets turned in to a ferret. Me and Kayla jumped around with fangirly glee XD

... Good job I thought of copying this since it just decided to die on me D<

Anyway, I'm off to look at Sheffield this weekend, Cambridge next week and Manchester the week after that. The only advantage to it being Uni visiting season (or disadvantage depending on how you look at it) is that we get tonnes more frees since people are always out on trips and teachers don't bother teaching if you're too small a class. I need some more of these, they're useful XD

I've also got to work on lots of my cosplays lately 8D The black wig turned up so Kouya got finished and we took pictures, which are all up on DA. Me and Alex got the plain white shirts we needed for Kasumi and Shizuku (King of Thorn, which I finally bought the second book of in Oxford) so I made the logo and we just need to iron that on. Alex ordered another black wig as well for that one, so now all we need are the black shorts and to sort out the tops a  bit. Then today, my Vivi base coat turned up! Up until now I've been sitting in the kitchen sewing. I've had so long to think about it that I've planned it all, so no time like the present to get started 8D Gotta go to Abakhan soon for some more material and I'm gonna need some chicken wire... I dunno where I'm gonna get that XD

I officially cannot wait for Doctor Who.