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It aint a question of if, just a matter of time
mood: 
Blaaaaaaaah
Blaaaaaaaahmusic: Stand Out- Tevin Campbell
Oh I'm jumping on the song lyrics as the subject bandwagon :D
I had a kinda meeeeeeeeh day today. Nothing actually happened, just got in a right state. Uni decisions are driving me crazy. I'm supposed to be sitting the entrance exams for Warwick but I'm getting like 20% on each one. And those are the easier papers. Basically, I'm fucked there. Unfortunately as soon as I mention giving up everyone assumes I'm either being lazy or not believing in myself. Sorry, I don't want to get my hopes up just to have them crushed on results day. I was really hoping I'd like Durham because it's like way up in the results tables and I only need AAB to get in... but I just didn't like it at all. I'm thinking York, but then I start feeling like I am lazy and that I'm just giving up. So all in all that isn't going well.
After spending all day getting increasingly hysterical over that I went driving and got every single thing wrong and ended up feeling like all the months of work were for nothing because I'm still making the same stupid mistakes as I did at the start.
... Yeah writing this is getting me more upset lmao XD I swear I'm not usually this emo. Things cheered up a lot this evening because we went to see school's production of High School Musical. It was awesooooooooooome 8D I'm still hyped now. I WANT TO GO SEE IT AGAIN.
( LMAO )